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[Sun 9 Nov / 6:47pm] |
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I Know Who Holds Tomorrow
I don't know about tomorrow;
I just live from day to day.
I don't borrow from its sunshine
For its skies may turn to grey.
I don't worry o'er the future,
For I know what Jesus said.
And today I'll walk beside Him,
For He knows what is ahead.
Many things about tomorrow
I don't seem to understand
But I know who holds tomorrow
And I know who holds my hand. 
Every step is getting brighter
As the golden stairs I climb;
Every burden's getting lighter,
Every cloud is silver-lined.
There the sun is always shining,
There no tear will dim the eye;
At the ending of the rainbow
Where the mountains touch the sky.
Many things about tomorrow
I don't seem to understand
But I know who holds tomorrow
And I know who holds my hand.
I don't know about tomorrow;
It may bring me poverty.
But the one who feeds the sparrow,
Is the one who stands by me.
And the path that is my portion
May be through the flame or flood;
But His presence goes before me
And I'm covered with His blood.
Many things about tomorrow
I don't seem to understand
But I know who holds tomorrow
And I know who holds my hand.
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[Fri 10 Oct / 6:55pm] |
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My throat feels as though its gonna be slit open by some invisible knife inside =/ Ok, i mean, seriously, its hurting so badly. >< I think I'm suffering from weird disorders one after another. First it was my shoulder ache, followed by the 'cracking' sounds at the back of my neck every minute, and now its my throat... ?!?! Lol, I'm gonna try self-medicating myself with some antibiotics later. =/
This week has been much more productive and fun for me... wednesday was officially the last day of school for the J2s. bleh, I thought I wouldn't feel emotional and all.. yet I guess I was one of the more emotional ones among my friends. Haha, but I didnt express it of cause.. Just had this nostalgic feel of the time when I just stepped into the school.. when I felt a little proud of being able to study there, but after a few months those pride turned into stress, and more and more stress followed, till I regretted my decision =( haha, but on second thought, the school has seriously helped me develop alot alot as a person..it has given me lots of chances to improve myself.. though it kept me on my heels for the whole of my jc life till i barely have time to breathe, every aspect of my school life benefited me... and it developed my faith by leaps and bounds. yeah, I would say that I haven't wasted my time at all.. and my friends really are the best gift (:
ok...and the teachers were great. although they are not the best at teaching and i totally hated the way they taught (i still do.. actually..), but they are the friendliest, the most liberal teachers i've met.. even mrs k is nice enough to bake us a choco chip cake for us. :D other teachers bought us lollipops and some just said that we shant have lessons on the last day of school... So school was basically fun and happy and it doesnt feel like the As are coming in 3 weeks' time. haha.
I think I love my school, actually. (:
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but this morning, there's a calm I can't explain. the rock candy's melted, only diamonds now remain. by the time I recognize this moment, this moment will be gone. but I will bend the light, pretend that it somehow lingered on